She's gone but I can still feel her here =(

her & her husband's FB profile picture

Assalamualaikum semua!(^_^)

Lama jugak tak update blog coz sgt bz this week... hrm.. hari nih pun saje nk update coz today is my cuzin's husband bday! Remember this entry...? It's been almost 6 months since she left us... n today is her husband's bday...

I just opened my FB when I saw her husband's status:

"Last year, u gave me baju melayu n kopiah for my birthday. u went to jalan TAR to buy it during lunch. this year i only have 1 wish. Can't wait for it to cme true...."

I don't know why, I still cry today if i saw her FB/ pictures. It's unthinkable to know that she's no longer here. We all missed her laugh + jokes. Raya this time will no longer be as fun as before since she won't be around. Owh, how I missed the moments that we've shared together..

her cat,remy got a new girlfriend!

I think this is my first time I lost somebody which is very dear to me. It's hard to say when u missed someone soo much.... but you just knew that you couldn't see her in any way...

her husband keep on updating her with the current news about our family as if she's still here...

Amani was born not long after she was gone. Thank you Allah.... Amani is the greatest gift from heaven to us. Allah knows that we've lost somebody that we cared + loved soo much. . So, filled our life with joy & happiness again. Ever since then, Amani has been our little angel =)

But, I believe Allah knows best... everything happens for a reason. Moga Allah tetapkanmu di tempat tertinggi di Jannatul Firdaus dear Cumie...... & to Azad, please be strong. I believe that u'll be one of the greatest husband anyway eventough it is only for 10 months...

Cumie, I missed u soo much! u will be in our memory all the time. InsyaAllah. Al-fatihah..


p/s: Lately I realize that cancer has been the one of the top killing disease in Malaysia. So, ladies, pay attention to your current health condition.Jum amalkan gaya hidup sihat!! Semoga kita sentiasa diberikan kesihatan yg berpanjangan olehNya. AMIN..

♥Love,♥
Cindellyna